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Crazy October and The Boys

Sunday, November 6th, 2011

Now that it’s November, I can exhale.

Any photographer can tell you about how autumn is the most insane time of the year. Everyone wants family portraits while we have great mild weather and nature’s own beautiful, colorful backdrop when all the leaves ripen, it’s a busy wedding month, we come up on the deadline to get albums submitted to be printed before Christmas, and that’s not to mention all the editing involved.

October is my favorite month, for the aforementioned mild weather and colorful leaves, but I feel like I didn’t even see it this year, except through my clients’ photographs. And that is really a beautiful thing in and of itself, honestly – to witness the changes week by week and notice how subtly, and sometimes suddenly, nature can change. When you’re photographing every weekend, it’s easy to keep track of in your mind, to look backward and tick off the weather and the stages of the month at each wedding and portrait session I was lucky enough to be a part of. And when you look at it that way, I may have taken more notice of October while being fully engaged in the whirlwind of weddings and portraits than if I hadn’t had a thing at all to do. And that realization just reinforces the love I have for my career.

Because of the whirlwind though, I am WAY behind on blogs. I promise to get some catching-up done this week and I’m going to start right now, with some photos that I snuck in of my boys last month. I’ve mentioned before that one of my favorite places in the St. Louis area is Laumeier Sculpture Park, so that’s where we went for these shots. We still need family photos done, but getting pictures of them is a good start! Kadin (my older one) is turning into a little model. Max is still the one I have to chase around and coax – but turned it out that if I allowed him to pose himself, he fully cooperated, so I pretty much just said, “Go over there and sit however you want.” Score!

So here are my munchkins, and stay tuned this week for four engagement sessions and a family session!

Always Over Too Soon

Wednesday, September 14th, 2011

It had been about 4 years since I’d had a vacation.

A tried and true, full-on, full out vacation.

So when Jeremy and I agreed we were both teetering on the brink of complete emotional and mental meltdowns, we started a serious conversation about where we would like to go for some R & R. The summer is winding down, and it felt like now or never, since my fall schedule is beyond jam-packed.

Turns out that our idea of R & R included things like white water rafting and hiking, so we decided on the all-inclusive area of Denver and Colorado Springs (and by all-inclusive, I mean you get a little bit of everything there). Over Labor Day week, we packed our schedule full of amazing experiences and I think we both came back refreshed and ready to brave our busy lives… and I realized that breaks are so incredibly important. Even as busy as we were out in Colorado, we didn’t run ourselves ragged and it felt good to simply go when I wanted to go, and stop when I wanted to stop. Of course, I had to endure the worst cold sore ever through the entire trip, but no one stared too hard or laughed and pointed or turned away disgusted at any point in time, so I call that a win. It was, however, too short of a vacation… but then I’m told, they always are.

I hope you all had an amazing summer, with a vacation or at the very least, a lot of weekend R & R!

    ***Some Amazing Places that we visited***

White Water Rafting on the Arkansas River: raftmasters.com/

Wolf and Wildlife Center: www.wolfeducation.org/

Pikes Peak Cog Railway: www.cograilway.com/

Garden of the Gods: http://gardenofgods.com/

Denver Museum of Nature and Science: www.dmns.org/

Cripple Creek: www.cripple-creek.co.us/

Manitou Springs: www.manitousprings.org/

One view from the top of Pikes Peak

Pikes Peak Cog Train

Touristy photo on the Royal Gorge suspension bridge

Jeremy looking out over Royal Gorge, with the suspension bridge behind him

White water rafters we spied while we were on the Royal Bridge - an hour later, we were the ones in the boats!

'Holding up' Balanced Rock

Jeremy's turn!

Balanced Rock hanging all by itself

I worked out all the cheesy poses while on vacation.

This is me feeding a wolf a hot dog.

FAQ Tuesday – The Explanation Behind “Arms Up” and the Bird

Tuesday, June 28th, 2011


The backside of my business card.

I often get asked about my logo and business name, and since my business name was a really random, and yet still personal decision, I often go all blushy when I’m asked about it. Not only that, I get a little flustered trying to explain it to people because it was a bit spontaneous and also, honestly, because I’ve considered changing it a hundred times.

I thought it might be easier to write about it here, and from now on when I’m asked, I can just redirect folks to my blog. It might save me the explanation and blank stares in the middle of bridal party photos a few times – so here goes nothing!

When I came to the decision that I was going to be a photographer, and was going to make a business out of it, I was in the process of going through a divorce. At the time I didn’t know exactly what kind of photography I wanted to do, and was as attracted to fashion as I was stock photography and everything in between. Because of a few personal hang ups with my name, the first being that my last name was my soon-to-be-ex-husband’s name, and the second being that the name I go by most frequently (my short name, ‘Sam’) is sexually ambiguous, and by that I mean that it could be a girl’s or boy’s name, I decided that I would choose and work under a company name and assume a ‘D.B.A.’

Side note: even though I’m divorced, my ex and I get along really well and we both are very active in the lives of our two little boys. In fact, because our boys are pretty involved in sports and whatnot, we often see each other every weekend, sit by each other when we do, and I still consider him a close friend. He’s not my husband anymore, but he is still family.

I spent near a week making list after list of business names that felt like they represented me. I didn’t want a business name that would lock me into a particular kind of photography, like ‘Bears & Bellies Photography’ or “TaterToddlers Photography” or “Pin Up Couture Photography”, etc. I focused on names that represented me, my heart, and my passion. Names that I can recall were:

-Tiny Bird Photography
-Free Spirit Photography
-Cloud 9 Photo Art
-Bluebird Photography
-Due North Photography

All fabulous names, I thought; all names that I felt said something about the kind of person I was, or things that I liked. And all were already spoken for.

List after list, all already in use.

After several days of that, I decided that forget it, I’d just use my name and be done with it. But something kept nagging, tugging at my ponytail, something itched and irritated me about it and I found myself struggling with taking action on the matter, avoiding going to sign up for ‘samantharennphotography.com’.

I didn’t really want to give up on the business name thing, so I started thinking a little abstractly. In pictures mostly, the kinds of pictures that I wanted to take. The kinds of pictures that really shook people down in their souls. A singer on a stage in front of thousands of people. An athlete half a second after they scored the winning goal. Children playing, yelling, running, laughing… tiny carefree sprites, bounding happily along. In every picture I envisioned, there was joy, rapture, triumph – and that’s what I wanted, that’s when I realized I wanted to take pictures of people most of all. And in every photo I envisioned, the subjects had their arms raised to the heavens.

For me, it was a fitting visual and I ran with it. I later I captured my son Max playing in the backyard with a stick, and here he was:

I couldn’t help but smile, and that image completely solidified the name for me.

So what’s the bird all about, then? First off, I love birds. They represent freedom to me. To go as you please, go where you please, and whenever you please. If there’s sky, you can go; no necessary preparations, no worries. And I wanted Arms Up to represent this soaring joyous feeling, this absolute freedom – pictures that represent you, in the moment, free of static posing, free of stale looks. Free to feel what the people in the pictures felt, just as acute as they felt it in that moment. Free as a bird, to soar on the joy of the occasion – whether that occasion is a pregnancy, a wedding day, the birth of a child, a birthday, your 5th anniversary, or just because you found your missing puzzle piece and are in love so incredibly you can’t stand it, but pray like mad every night that it will never, ever end. I wanted what would become my brand to represent soaring emotions, and the bird thing just felt right.

So that’s the explanation behind it. I hope still, years later, that what I was originally trying to convey comes across, and every time I get asked about it, I get nervous that the person asking won’t get it and will think it’s stupid. But I hope that the majority of people get it, and I hope this FAQ will help those who don’t get it right away (because it is a bit abstract, I know).

Happy Tuesday, Everybody!

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Tom and Shannon – Married!

Tuesday, April 19th, 2011

To be honest, I wasn’t going to write a blog for Tom and Shannon, because Tom and Shannon’s wedding wasn’t proper ‘work’. I was a guest, so I just linked them up to their online gallery and was going to give them a bit of privacy since I wasn’t hired to be their personal paparazzi. However, after some thought, I felt like they really deserved to have a blog as well, to showcase, celebrate and tell an outsider’s and insider’s story of their beautiful wedding.

These two are very close friends of mine and as I mentioned, I was invited as a guest. My honey Jeremy and the Groom Tom have been best friends since high school, and Tom and Shannon asked Jeremy if he would officiate for them. Jeremy was incredibly honored, and it was kind of just decided that I would be taking pictures because, well, what else would I be doing? :)

We showed up at Tom and Shannon’s a few hours early so that I could do Shannon’s hair. Us girls got all dolled up while the guys got dressed, and there was this moment of escalated emotion when everything suddenly came together – their two boys, Micah and Braden, were dressed, and Tom was finally in his suit, and you could see the change in him. It’s that moment of anticipation, of reality settling in that in a short time, he would be married. It’s something I’ve witnessed so many times with other couples, but watching them go through it (Shannon had the same moment just after I got her into the car) was heart-wrenching and thrilling in the best of ways. It’s nothing that I can properly describe; that moment is something best witnessed and felt…but I thought to try to describe it anyway.

We shooed the guys out a bit early so we could get Shannon into her dress without Tom seeing her before she arrived at their venue. Speaking of her dress, let me pause here momentarily to mention that it was a sleek, simple and darling dress that perfectly suited her personality, and she may have been the most beautiful bride I’ve ever seen (I might be biased). And her shoes! To die for. I drove, having to turn around once in that very comical way that hurried people do, to fetch the ‘kid wine’. Upon arriving, I started in with pictures of the centerpieces, which were beautifully done by a friend of Shannon’s – white hydrangeas with stems of some kind of purple brushy flower in short square vases, and some candid shots. They had a little time to schmooze with their friends and family, and then Jeremy got the signal that it was time to start the ceremony.

Micah poses for me!

Shannon gives the boys her and Tom's rings just before the ceremony.

Jeremy chatting with Tom's little brother Ryan.

Tom's mother talking to all the kids.

Shannon looking absolutely stunning, just before the ceremony.

Shannon's adorable niece.

Jeremy started with a blurb about how he and Tom “met over a bucket of chicken.” And that’s where he got choked up, approximately 2 sentences in. The chicken thing is true; they both worked at KFC. But Colonel Sander’s secret recipe isn’t what got J all emotional – being an only child, Tom is the closest thing that Jeremy has to a brother. They’re like Sam and Frodo.

The Ceremony starts...

The boys present the rings.

The Kiss begins! And...

...20 minutes later, The Kiss ends! (just kidding guys!)

Also, Tom and Shannon are two of our most favorite people in the whole world. And they are also one of The Most Perfect Couples in the whole world. I mean this with such fervent emotion that I can’t really describe it; you’d have to meet them to see what I mean. They are Peanut Butter and Jelly. Biscuit and Honey. Bacon and Cheeseburger. Chocolate and Caramel. And anything else that just magically sets perfectly together. Being so close to them, and seeing them so incredibly happy, and making this beautiful commitment to one another… well, it’s difficult not to get emotional. We love dem kids.

Tom's Mom hugging Shannon right after the ceremony.

Sneaking in a smooch.

From start to finish, the wedding was very intimate and emotional; a small affair with all their VIPs. I can’t praise the venue enough; The Wine Tap is beautiful, and if you are ever in Belleville, you absolutely MUST stop in. The Alsatian pizza is a HUGE win, but all of their flatbread pizzas are delicious (I tried every one!). The venue set a great backdrop but it was everything that went on inside that made the event so memorable – The Kiss was about 5 minutes long, the dancing was hilarious, the kids were amazing, the cakes were delicious (made by Shannon’s aunt if I remember correctly), the entire evening was just… perfect.

Beautiful family!

The Boys! Tom, Micah and Braden.

Tom and Jeremy

Me and Shannon

Sissy! LOL

First Dance

Shannon's brother and his daughter

In the foreground, Tom's brothers, Devon and Ryan, and Tom and Shannon dancing in the background.

I photographed the wedding in 4-inch heels and a little black dress so tight that I resembled sausage stuffed into casing, something that I’d never normally do (for obvious reasons, I’d hope). And I enjoyed every minute of being there, and was so grateful that I could give them pictures that told their story. Tom and Shannon, we love you, we are so happy for you, and we are so grateful to be friends with you. We can’t wait until our next Wine/Kinect party! xo

All Our Best,

Sam and Jeremy

P.S. Your love is beautiful.

Future-Vision

Wednesday, February 23rd, 2011

It’s always exciting for me to take stock of where I am in the present and realize how far I’ve come since starting my business. I enjoy looking back over all the pictures and remembering all the people I’ve met through living my dream, and I find it utterly amazing. So many people I never would have had contact with otherwise, and I count my blessings to have been invited into their life through a shared appreciation for my photography. I am so humbled thinking on being invited to witness one of the most important days of their lives! It really is amazing and I send so many thanks to each and every one of them (and hope to see them all again soon, whether for maternity, newborn or family portraits!)

Equally exciting as looking at where I am in the present, is looking to the future. Through those special goggles, the vision is half-dream, half-reality; I see everything I have scheduled for the 18 months ahead, and also everything I WANT to have scheduled. All the photos I want to have featured. All the potential and open space for amazing things to happen!

I think forward to where I might build, expand, improve, go bigger; and also things I could outsource or cut out altogether to make my life easier and allow myself the time for doing what I am truly passionate about. A studio space has really been occupying my mind lately, but there are a lot of personal things up in the air right now and I am in a bit of a limbo status. By summer’s end, though, I should be able to finally straighten my line of little ducks and make major plans to propel myself forward and really rock the wedding photography industry. Balancing this craft and my home life hasn’t been easy, but I started with no knowledge of how to really run a business at all but knew this was what I wanted. So I just jumped headfirst. And while it’s been difficult, and I wouldn’t have survived it without the support of some very amazing people, especially my fantastic boyfriend Jeremy and the fantastic Ms. Alice Renn, I have scraped through it with grace and tenacity blessed to me by my maker and have grown sevenfold since I started this endeavor thanks to all my fantastic clients and those special few family members (and friends whom I consider family) who lent words of wisdom and encouragement, babysitting skills, and even cold hard cash so that I could keep pushing in the direction of this dream. I might be the one taking the photos, but they are the ones that deserve all the credit!

Looking forward, I see all the amazing couples that I get to work with, and share in their beautiful love stories. I can’t get enough of it, and am really excited to start 2011′s wedding season this weekend! Through my Future-Vision Goggles I see myself about to plunge into one HECK of an awesome year!

xo to those who have repeatedly offered their undying support. I wouldn’t be here without you!

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